surreal

Yosemite vista

is it true or am i dreaming? could it possibly be over? (for me it's been over for some time--more accurately, could she possibly at long last be acceptant of the dumping?) thanks be to god, but i'll fully believe the home country repatriation when i don't get a pathetic cover story ("can i borrow your magazine/ironing board/fax?"), or plaintive sobs at all hours on my balcony, for at least 2 more weeks. go home, wetback. shut down the apartment and suckle off your parents assets back in asia. & reconnect with your support groups, it's been some time since you had unqualified ass-licking from Len, Kathy, Liz, et al. the whole thing is a fucking brilliant idea, if it gets you the hell away from me.

maybe you can even route it through Canada on your way out. give Trish the heads-up to clip her nails; i'm sure it'll be better the 2nd (3rd?) time around. & don't forget to hit Rob's magnum (please) again. give my best to Bee.

i'm moving on to other chicks starting tomorrow. got some solid leads. V: "what about the 60 day holding period?" uh, i don't think so, honey. happy birthday to me, i've earned it.